As I write this last part, the scenario has changed once again, FOR THE BETTER. I've definitively freed myself of my infatuation with Miriam (in the sense that I no longer have compulsive desires to see her; I'm talking about FALLING IN LOVE...not love). My addiction to the narcotics she supplied is a distant memory. I have many more facts and unequivocal evidence that make me impervious to the torrential rain of lies constantly produced by Miriam and her associates. The avalanche of reports and complaints I've filed, and a better image in the eyes of law enforcement after a recent attack, make me more confident about my personal safety (I MEAN: killing myself isn't a good idea...it would create a hornet's nest with no practical use for anyone other than Miriam). THEREFORE:
I'm more capable than ever of facing reality. Describing Miriam and the criminal environment she leads is no longer a personal matter. but a civic and social DUTY (even if I haven't met anyone who wants to hear such uncomfortable truths spoken to their face)...SO:
FROM HERE ON I'M JUST GOING TO HAVE FUN, TELLING THE REALITY AND ENJOYING MY NEWFOUND "INNER PEACE."
TO MIRIAM-A: My adored love, my lost love, the woman I loved more than any other, after what I've seen, it's clear that Miriam-B KILLED YOU. I'm assuming that YOU NO LONGER EXIST (I mean, you no longer exist on this earth), but if I'm wrong and you're still here, I repeat what I've already written: YOU WILL NOT BE LEFT ALONE INSIDE THAT MONSTER...I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU...I WILL BE THERE FOREVER...My darling...whatever happens...remember that I LOVE YOU, and that WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER ON THE OTHER SIDE.
FOR MIRIAM-B: You'll notice in the next chapters (and in my actions in the real world from now on) a very different tone than in the previous ones. Don't take it personally...you know I love you too (LOL). The problem is that, LEFT TO YOURSELF, YOU'RE DANGEROUS...in fact, let's face it...YOU'RE A PUBLIC DANGER. I'll let the world know who you are and, above all, WHAT YOU DO. And I'm not doing it anymore for Love, nor even to try to save any of your victims (the last ones you chose deserve it, after all)...NO...I'M DOING IT BECAUSE YOU TRIED TO SCREW ME TOO...AND YOU DESERVE TO PAY FOR IT ALL WITH INTEREST!
Yes, MIRIAM-B...YOU'RE RIGHT TO BE AFRAID... You have ONLY ONE way to stop me,,,MAKE ME KILLED….I know you would never do that because it would make too much noise…BUT YOU FEEL FREE TO TRY…SEE YOU IN COURT YOU UGLY BITCH.